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Feb. 8th, 2011 09:27 pm[Filter: Private]
Oh, my!
What a completely and utterly bizarre situation!
I never actually thought Amelie might be right. I thought, surely she was exaggerating, or misinterpreting! Or -- surely something, anything other than what she assumed! But, diary, I'm telling you, truly from the bottom of my heart -- it seems to be true! This Sir Jason, he actually does seem to ... well, fancy me! He actually blushed a bit, when Amelie left us there together. He blushed! Amie is the one that's always flustering boys that way, never me, and I didn't even have to do anything at all. I just stood there like a silly idiot and asked him how his evening had been, and that was all it took. Just the sound of my voice!
And the conversation wasn't awful or awkward at all, after the first little bit. He was actually quite charming, I'll admit. He's new to court, you know, and some of the things he says are a bit strange, and he doesn't have very many connections or friends at all, but all of that will surely improve with time. He spoke a bit of his family, and he asked after William, I suppose Amelie must have told him, and really, I just can't find a single thing to complain about. Isn't that odd? I thought for certain this would all be an utter disaster and over with within a day or two, and I'd have sworn Amelie to never speak of it again, and that would be that.
But now, I think he may just ... well, Rose Day is coming up, quite soon, and it would be nearly unthinkable for him to do nothing, after all that, and oh, goodness, what a situation!
I should make him a basket ... I really should. It would be awful of me not to, if he truly is interested, and can you imagine? If he gave me a rose in front of the entire court and I had nothing to reciprocate with at all? After everyone saw us talking and dancing, together?
But if I do, and someone hears of it, and mentions it in public, and Jack catches wind of it, and -- !
Ooh, I'm just not sure what to do!!
Oh, my!
What a completely and utterly bizarre situation!
I never actually thought Amelie might be right. I thought, surely she was exaggerating, or misinterpreting! Or -- surely something, anything other than what she assumed! But, diary, I'm telling you, truly from the bottom of my heart -- it seems to be true! This Sir Jason, he actually does seem to ... well, fancy me! He actually blushed a bit, when Amelie left us there together. He blushed! Amie is the one that's always flustering boys that way, never me, and I didn't even have to do anything at all. I just stood there like a silly idiot and asked him how his evening had been, and that was all it took. Just the sound of my voice!
And the conversation wasn't awful or awkward at all, after the first little bit. He was actually quite charming, I'll admit. He's new to court, you know, and some of the things he says are a bit strange, and he doesn't have very many connections or friends at all, but all of that will surely improve with time. He spoke a bit of his family, and he asked after William, I suppose Amelie must have told him, and really, I just can't find a single thing to complain about. Isn't that odd? I thought for certain this would all be an utter disaster and over with within a day or two, and I'd have sworn Amelie to never speak of it again, and that would be that.
But now, I think he may just ... well, Rose Day is coming up, quite soon, and it would be nearly unthinkable for him to do nothing, after all that, and oh, goodness, what a situation!
I should make him a basket ... I really should. It would be awful of me not to, if he truly is interested, and can you imagine? If he gave me a rose in front of the entire court and I had nothing to reciprocate with at all? After everyone saw us talking and dancing, together?
But if I do, and someone hears of it, and mentions it in public, and Jack catches wind of it, and -- !
Ooh, I'm just not sure what to do!!
