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Oct. 31st, 2010 01:33 am[Filter: Private]
Oh, diary, I am so silly, sometimes.
It's so late, right now! I really should be sleeping. I have a very big day tomorrow, you know, the Night of the Dead is a very important affair! And my costume is just perfect. But you know how I can be. My thoughts just run around in circles when I get like this, and I can't get to sleep for the life of me! I'm going to be very upset with myself if I'm too tired tomorrow to enjoy everything.
I'm a little bit worried about the Prince, you know. I don't think his absence will actually ruin the party, as I was saying to Josiah. It will be disappointing, yes, but the Princess will be there...! And the King and Queen. And Princess Seraphine and Prince Ian, as well! I'm so very glad they decided to try celebrating our way, after all. I'm sure in the end they'll find it most preferable to the Dentorian way. And ... I've been thinking a lot about Amelie, too. We're speaking again, and I have missed her, more than I thought, but things aren't the same as they were. I don't know if that's good or bad at all, and I think she's as completely bereft of answers for that as I am. And Josiah certainly can't help with that! He's a wonderful brother, but what does he know about sisters, hm?
But most of all, I just can't help but be upset about Jack! A pirate?? Doesn't he realize how very insensitive that is? Pirates are awful creatures. They attacked our ship and they killed people! How could he dress up as one like that when he knows how I feel about that. Hmph. He's usually so much more thoughtful than all of that. But I can't say that to him, not at all. I'd sound like such a child, still. He'd probably think I was just whining and nagging at him, I just know he'd be annoyed with me.
I really do wish I could just sleep. I'm sure I'll feel better about everything in the morning.
Oh, diary, I am so silly, sometimes.
It's so late, right now! I really should be sleeping. I have a very big day tomorrow, you know, the Night of the Dead is a very important affair! And my costume is just perfect. But you know how I can be. My thoughts just run around in circles when I get like this, and I can't get to sleep for the life of me! I'm going to be very upset with myself if I'm too tired tomorrow to enjoy everything.
I'm a little bit worried about the Prince, you know. I don't think his absence will actually ruin the party, as I was saying to Josiah. It will be disappointing, yes, but the Princess will be there...! And the King and Queen. And Princess Seraphine and Prince Ian, as well! I'm so very glad they decided to try celebrating our way, after all. I'm sure in the end they'll find it most preferable to the Dentorian way. And ... I've been thinking a lot about Amelie, too. We're speaking again, and I have missed her, more than I thought, but things aren't the same as they were. I don't know if that's good or bad at all, and I think she's as completely bereft of answers for that as I am. And Josiah certainly can't help with that! He's a wonderful brother, but what does he know about sisters, hm?
But most of all, I just can't help but be upset about Jack! A pirate?? Doesn't he realize how very insensitive that is? Pirates are awful creatures. They attacked our ship and they killed people! How could he dress up as one like that when he knows how I feel about that. Hmph. He's usually so much more thoughtful than all of that. But I can't say that to him, not at all. I'd sound like such a child, still. He'd probably think I was just whining and nagging at him, I just know he'd be annoyed with me.
I really do wish I could just sleep. I'm sure I'll feel better about everything in the morning.
